Friday, May 14, 2010

A Low Point

Since that previous short and sweet session, I dropped like 4k in super turbos and 3k in Rush PLO 100. I don't know wtf is going on anymore. My EV line at Rush was -1.8k. Am I really that bad? I used to beat 1/2 on Pokerstars pretty well a while ago. I have lost my ability to play my A game. I am treating everything like play money. I am passively tilting - making bad calls, being passive, and making dumb bluffs.

I need to re-dedicate myself. I need some goals and need to play my best. Does anyone have suggestions on how to get my focus back? I am planning on watching a Jared Tandler video series on playing your A game, but I really need suggestions.

This is probably one of the low points of my poker career. I am feeling helpless. This is a completely new phase in my poker career that I have experienced. I have NEVER felt incapable of beating any game. Now, I still know I can beat them, I just don't know how to play well.

5 years ago when I started playing, if you told me the situation I would be now financially, I would snap-accept. That is the 1 good thing.

1 comment:

  1. Let me know if you work out the focus/motivation thing... I'm waaaaaay behind the curve already :/